morose.

Why is it that some things are just plain hard to forget? Today, I got reminded why I hate my birthday week. ‘Hate’ may be too strong of a word but that is really my general (and honest) take on it. To be frank, what struck me the most was the fact that all of which can be and are most probably true.

I am an inadequate person who can be replaced quite easily with a so-called better version. Yes, the truth hurts but so what? & who cares if they do anyway.. We still proceed on with our lives and pretend that nothing has happened. I get it. Its life. Today even helped me realise that all over again.

Truth is, I’m tired of putting on this charade. I’m sick of being too nice and be taken for granted. Fcuk all these emotional baggage crap that came along with everything else. Happy birthday, my arse.

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Fourth week of schooool! I wouldn’t say that I’d rather sit through the A’ Levels right now but my academic body clock is so used to having a long break around November that it just refuses to work when I really want it too. Nyeh.

I think I need Starbucks.. and my Belgian Waffles! :D And and my annual dose of Toffee Nut Latte! Wooh, shiokness ttm!

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To the brave and awesome people taking the A’s,

ALL THE BEST! (:

 

random update

Haha I know it has been a long time since anything was written on this page buuuut  I did have the *intention* of updating this space. There are at least 3 drafts sitting and collecting dusts in the Drafts section of my Dashboard. I doubt that they will ever be published though.. Anyway, I think I’ll do a quick update before proceeding with my other night activities. Hehexzxz!

1) Life has been (: ): (: ): Yeah, just like that.

2) My back and eyesight are getting worse as the days pass. Not kidding.

3) I need to run and do some exercise cus I feel kinda fat. Hur.

4) I need to study too cus Biostats STILL seems foreign and.. weird.

This moment shall be immortalised in my blog! MUAHAHA. One of the very few times my Bejeweled Blitz score will be higher than Hazm’s! :D :D :D

And oh I was randomly browsing Facebook and I found this! HAHAHA. Too funny. Too funny.

mad week.

TfreakingGIF.

I really hope days ahead will be smoother than this past week.

ringgg.

The new semester has started and honestly I don’t like my time-table. 9am – 6pm is seriously not a joke especially if you’re carrying textbooks that weigh 12651 kg and a laptop that is just as heavy. & the venues are so far away from each other. There are just too many things wrong and its only WEEK 1! Ugh. This will be my life for the next few months.

I have a feeling that I will get over this though. Haha.

But it certainly doesn’t help that bad/unfortunate events are happening to people around me. Seriously.

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On a happy note, I was kite-flying last Sunday and it was awesome! (albeit the fact that I got puked on that afternoon!)

pickup line!

“If I could be any enzyme, I would be DNA helicase so I could unzip your genes.”

Ahh. This shall be my new favourite geeky pick-up line :D :D :D

IF’s kitchen

Haha. After trying my hand at cooking Baked Asparagus a few days ago, I was quite motivated to attempt a more complex dish. Well it wasn’t that difficult of a recipe but hey it is a certainly a start for someone who is totally not allowed into the kitchen just because its “dangerous”. Sad life ahh.

Anyway, I tried cooking Roasted Garlic Fettucine! Haha it was delishhh but I felt that there was something missing from the dish. Like the (very much cliched) boomxz factor is not there. Ah well but it was nice nevertheless. Made the sauce from scratch okayy :D :D :D

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School starts in a few days and I’m expecting a very busy semester ahead. And at the end of this Sem, I will be faced with a humongous decision to make. Sigh. To BLT or not to BLT, that is the question.

reeewind

I like reading my blogspot archives. I think I like the fact that there is actually a screen in my head that replay those tiny precious moments when I read those entries. Haha.

Anyway, this is definitely one of those moments which I will not allow myself to forget.

Calvin – Lets start a club!

Me – Haha. Okay then.

Calvin – Good. I’ll be the Chairman, Bryan the Vice

and Iqbal you be the secretary…(continues writing)

Me – Ahh okayy.

Calvin – Okay who wants to be the Reagent!

Me – Its regent lah!

Calvin – NO! Its not! Rowland, its reagent right?

Rowland – I thought reagent is a chemistry term.

Calvin – OH. (crushes paper) -apologetic smile- haha!

Still remembered it as if it was just yesterday! :D

Picnic tomorrow!

AS-PA-RA-GUS

Today I tried making Baked Asparagus and it was brilliant.

Note to self: Put more cheese the next time

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Hoho. President Obama just won the Nobel Peace Prize. As much as I try to be happy for the guy, I somehow feel that it was a wee bit too soon. One thing’s for sure though, the Conservatives are going to make alot of noise about this new development.