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After all this while, I still can’t believe how hard it is for me to open up and actually express what I feel.

Sad, but true.

random shapes and sizes.

Jolene told me the other day that my legs are longer than my body. & wow she’s actually quite right. Haha

hey ho let’s go!

Haha. As Sharitz would put it, ‘Go, go, goooo!!!’ (gosh I miss that kid already). But all things aside, I don’t think there is any advice more succinct yet bears alot of weight. & how apt too. I need this now. Woo hoo!

HEHE

I LIKE CHARLIE & HARRY THE BEST! So funnyyy. :D Okay la it gets annoying after you listen to it a couple of times but still!

Legal.

Yes, I’m 18. But other than just adding one to seventeen, I feel relatively the same. Of course if I commit a crime now, I will no longer be charged as a minor and that kinda sucks should the day every arrive. Well lets see..

Legal to drink? Cannot, haram.

Legal to smoke? I don’t plan to smoke.. Ever. Well maybe I’ll try shisha but we’ll see how that goes.

Legal to drive? Haha! Soon soon but I think I’ll be a complete wreck when it comes to parking.

So all in all, age is nothing but a number. Hur. Butbut I do appreciate everyone for wishing me yesterday! & of course my brilliant class for the cake. & the gifts too. You know who you are so.. thanks!

Lol. I’m sorry if I cannot sound more excited in this entry. Well its mainly because I can’t and.. I’m stuck with this project(s).

P.S Oh oh. I’m quite amused that some still think I’m in the JC system and is sitting for the A’Levels now. I mean, I don’t want to burst their bubble but I don’t think its nice to tell them this ’shocking’ piece of information now. Lol.

Out!

morose.

Why is it that some things are just plain hard to forget? Today, I got reminded why I hate my birthday week. ‘Hate’ may be too strong of a word but that is really my general (and honest) take on it. To be frank, what struck me the most was the fact that all of which can be and are most probably true.

I am an inadequate person who can be replaced quite easily with a so-called better version. Yes, the truth hurts but so what? & who cares if they do anyway.. We still proceed on with our lives and pretend that nothing has happened. I get it. Its life. Today even helped me realise that all over again.

Truth is, I’m tired of putting on this charade. I’m sick of being too nice and be taken for granted. Fcuk all these emotional baggage crap that came along with everything else. Happy birthday, my arse.

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Fourth week of schooool! I wouldn’t say that I’d rather sit through the A’ Levels right now but my academic body clock is so used to having a long break around November that it just refuses to work when I really want it too. Nyeh.

I think I need Starbucks.. and my Belgian Waffles! :D And and my annual dose of Toffee Nut Latte! Wooh, shiokness ttm!

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To the brave and awesome people taking the A’s,

ALL THE BEST! (:

 

random update

Haha I know it has been a long time since anything was written on this page buuuut  I did have the *intention* of updating this space. There are at least 3 drafts sitting and collecting dusts in the Drafts section of my Dashboard. I doubt that they will ever be published though.. Anyway, I think I’ll do a quick update before proceeding with my other night activities. Hehexzxz!

1) Life has been (: ): (: ): Yeah, just like that.

2) My back and eyesight are getting worse as the days pass. Not kidding.

3) I need to run and do some exercise cus I feel kinda fat. Hur.

4) I need to study too cus Biostats STILL seems foreign and.. weird.

This moment shall be immortalised in my blog! MUAHAHA. One of the very few times my Bejeweled Blitz score will be higher than Hazm’s! :D :D :D

And oh I was randomly browsing Facebook and I found this! HAHAHA. Too funny. Too funny.