Legal.

Yes, I’m 18. But other than just adding one to seventeen, I feel relatively the same. Of course if I commit a crime now, I will no longer be charged as a minor and that kinda sucks should the day every arrive. Well lets see..

Legal to drink? Cannot, haram.

Legal to smoke? I don’t plan to smoke.. Ever. Well maybe I’ll try shisha but we’ll see how that goes.

Legal to drive? Haha! Soon soon but I think I’ll be a complete wreck when it comes to parking.

So all in all, age is nothing but a number. Hur. Butbut I do appreciate everyone for wishing me yesterday! & of course my brilliant class for the cake. & the gifts too. You know who you are so.. thanks!

Lol. I’m sorry if I cannot sound more excited in this entry. Well its mainly because I can’t and.. I’m stuck with this project(s).

P.S Oh oh. I’m quite amused that some still think I’m in the JC system and is sitting for the A’Levels now. I mean, I don’t want to burst their bubble but I don’t think its nice to tell them this ’shocking’ piece of information now. Lol.

Out!

morose.

Why is it that some things are just plain hard to forget? Today, I got reminded why I hate my birthday week. ‘Hate’ may be too strong of a word but that is really my general (and honest) take on it. To be frank, what struck me the most was the fact that all of which can be and are most probably true.

I am an inadequate person who can be replaced quite easily with a so-called better version. Yes, the truth hurts but so what? & who cares if they do anyway.. We still proceed on with our lives and pretend that nothing has happened. I get it. Its life. Today even helped me realise that all over again.

Truth is, I’m tired of putting on this charade. I’m sick of being too nice and be taken for granted. Fcuk all these emotional baggage crap that came along with everything else. Happy birthday, my arse.

mad week.

TfreakingGIF.

I really hope days ahead will be smoother than this past week.

ringgg.

The new semester has started and honestly I don’t like my time-table. 9am – 6pm is seriously not a joke especially if you’re carrying textbooks that weigh 12651 kg and a laptop that is just as heavy. & the venues are so far away from each other. There are just too many things wrong and its only WEEK 1! Ugh. This will be my life for the next few months.

I have a feeling that I will get over this though. Haha.

But it certainly doesn’t help that bad/unfortunate events are happening to people around me. Seriously.

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On a happy note, I was kite-flying last Sunday and it was awesome! (albeit the fact that I got puked on that afternoon!)

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Hoho. President Obama just won the Nobel Peace Prize. As much as I try to be happy for the guy, I somehow feel that it was a wee bit too soon. One thing’s for sure though, the Conservatives are going to make alot of noise about this new development.